2012年7月4日 星期三

someone, me, pressure

 There are always people that expert in something. Speech, design, writing, photographing, traveling... Yet, recently those who good at "living" make me admire the most. 
    I did try my way to enrich my live, live out a lifestyle that looks not to waste my youth. Tough, just before I fulfill my life, pressure come from school or work stoping me from going deeper. Sometimes, I feel vacant. I wonder it's because lack of passion, that is, before I get my work done I can't really enjoy a thing, also, it lead to lack of consistent. Pressure become a "stopper." And like the common saying that, "nowadays students generation are like strawberry," I gradually admit that I'm one of the strawberry somehow.  
    In sum, I really need to learn how to live with pressure. Then, step by step, make it fruitful everyday, as a student.

2012年5月7日 星期一

wrong way

想要擁有怎樣的人生這個念頭幾乎是每天都會面對的


遇見很厲害的人
看見很嚮往的事物
想到很好的idea
每天總有改變的機會與動機


總在一天的最後一秒後悔今天不夠認真的去活




赫然發現,最近的我一直routine式的過著日子
作業,實驗,課程,心靈疲倦,釋懷, again and again
每天都累積後悔,每天都想改變一點
像是個每天debug自己的robot, a piece of metal. 
yet nothing lively to happen to myself, i mean,
 i thought life is more than these.


不像個享受人生的人
不像個沒有煩惱人
反而少了自己的想法與生活
每天擔心的是趕不上別人而不是今天是否快樂


so wrong.